hello everyone who cares enough to read this!

Just thought I'd do the usual update on my life, and maybe if I feel like it, I will do my Soulja Boy rant.
But before all that, I would like to announce that I am going to do a RANTish type post very soon about stuff that pisses me off, and about stuff that I don't get, and prolly some opinions on vaious things.
Anyways, on with the show...

Alright, so weekend:
Friday: School was a lot better than it has been for the past while. Actually, minus the funeral, that week wasn't too bad, school-dramatic-bullshit-wise. People seemed in higher spirits, unless they are just getting better at hiding they're problems, which is very probable. I went to my grandparents' that night. Everyone seemed okay that night, given the conditions of a death. I think what the minister said really helped. She said "After you walk out that door, don't stop talking about Joanie. Don't act like you have forgotten about her, just because you don't wanna upset anyone. Joanie is still with us, in our hearts, and she would not want to be forgotten."...if you are too dumb to get that, Translation: "Don't stop talking about her because she passed away. She is still in our hearts. Just don't talk about the bad things she did (which I doubt she did anything bad, she was one closest to being a saint, minus the cursing every now and again XD), just talk about the good times you had with her." And that's what they were doing, and they didn't freeze after saying her name or anything. Don't get me wrong, there were tears, but that's a given. I went to bed on the couch for part of the night, until they blew up the bed.

Saturday: I went to two parties. One was my 3 year old cousin's, which was boring, and it was painful. I have never been tortured in my life, until those kids jumped on me, and kept bouncing, and shoving stuff in my face. After that, I went to my buddy Jordan's party. We played Rock Band 2 :D, and I did vocals for Visions by Abnormality (a death metal song, sung by a girl :D XD w00t!). Then I had chinese food at Deb's (step-mom) grandparents' house, and it was sooooooooo good! then I went home and watched TV until 1:30am XD

Sunday: I came back home, and watched my dogs for a bit, then my parents left for a hockey game. Matt came ovr, and we played GTA San Andreas for most of the time :D, then we played on the cmputer for the rest of the time. We had a hell of a storm that night...and all I really remember is calling Lindsay to figure out our plans for the next day.

Monday: Oh god I love long weekends! I went to Lindsay's house. We watched the Holiday again XD. we played some Gamecube with her bro :D. She got mad at her bro (I was a little annoyed too), then she went upstairs, and I thought she was having a fight with her family or her bro or something. She came down, and she was upset. We ended having a talk again about her thinking I don't care. I re-assured. The rest of the day was pretty much the same as before the talk. Oh right, we did watch the Order of The Phoenix. then I went home, and one of the best sleeps I have ever had, except for my alarm clock waking me up at 5:56am.

Today: Today was better than most days too. No one was overly upset, as far as I could tell. Maybe a couple small things, but nobody seemed too off. So now I'm home, and I'm f**king bored. After this post, my mom will prolly be here, and I'm gunna play some Dungeon Siege: Throne of Agony.

I'm not doing the SB rant right now, cuz I don't feel like it right now. I will make a post, just about Soulja Boy, and why he shouldn't even be considered music.

To my name:
It is part of the song "4 Words (To Choke Upon)" by Bullet For My Valentine.
The song is about when they were ridiculed, and being told they would make it nowhere with their music. But the 4 words "Look At Me Now!" basically says "Haha hey assholes! Remember us? The guys who would make it nowhere. Yeah well guess what? Fuck you!"
I forget where I was going with this XD, so I'm gunna leave it at this.

Peace out
jer molo

the song of the day is:
4 Words (To Choke Upon) by Bullet For My Valentine
and belongs to Bullet For My Valentine, Trustkill Records and Song BMG